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[21 Sep 2006|02:48pm] |
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I finally got a second job. I am working at Dots now. So... the next step is to save money for a car. Probably a junkie one for the winter, then save up more for a good car in the spring/summer. We'll see how that goes. Heh.... as for school... I want to go in the winter, but not sure that will happen. Maybe I should save money for that. I mean, it's not like school is going anywhere and I want to see where I get in either job right now. I wouldn't mind moving up in Dots. So...... yea. But all is well otherwise.
Oh... I talked to my ex the other night. That was amusing. I called him from Ron's phone, so he wouldn't have my number. Ha... so now he has Ron's number and Ron is waiting for him to call back so Ron can bitch him out. That is going to be funny. Anyway..... my ex spewed off some insults at me... which is funny. I was called a whore, cocktease, said that I'm being coddled by my parents... I can't make it in the real world. Which is funny, because I have a high school diploma, have two fairly good jobs, and I'm not homeless. So... yea... I can't make it in the real world. Suuure... Ron was laying next to me the whole time. He wanted to get on the phone and start bitching at him. It was great.
I want to have a costume party for Halloween... but I don't know. I'm not that cool. I think it would be fun. Any idea people?
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| Painted on smiles and fake hellos |
[08 Sep 2006|12:17pm] |
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The painted on smiles and fake hellos
Make everything seem perfect.
The not interested I'm interested in how your life is going,
Nothing new in this world.
It goes on everyday with everyone.
The "How have you been?"s
And "I haven't seen you..."s
Are said without batting an eye.
The stiff hugs and loose handshakes,
No one gives a second glance.
This whole facade fools no one,
Yet everyone believes it.
But no one truly cares, not really
People are thinking about their next appointments
And what will be had for dinner.
All people really care about is themselves.
They look for a way out to save them.
Everyone wants to look like a nice person,
Look like they care,
But why be so fake about it?
I say, if they can't be themselves,
Then they aren't worth the time of day.
Let them have their fakeness and facades.
I'll stick to my ear to ear grins and my excited waves of hi.
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| I hate the heat |
[01 Aug 2006|08:59pm] |
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So... this summer has been insanely warm and muggy and I hate it. I can't go outside and be outside for more than five minutes without sweating bad. It's gross. But on the other hand, I've been hanging out with Ron everyday. Except this week because I'm out of town. I miss him.
I don't think it's that bad that I'm falling for someone so soon after breaking up with my ex. But it doesn't matter about my ex, except I had to change my number because of him. Bastard... anyway... I am falling for Ron. It's so weird because he said the same thing to me before I could tell him. But we both decided that we're not officially saying "I love you" until we are both sure that we will mean it. He's such a great guy.
I'll be home on Friday afternoon. Hopefully with enough time to pick up my check, deposit it, pay my phone bill, then go home and get ready for a weekend with my man. He's crazy. Maybe I'll go out to dinner with him. I'll be earning some extra money at my cousin's doing some stuff around the house and babysitting and such. So, hopefully I can spare a little extra money for a new phone and dinner. Or at least money for the weekend. I hate it when Ron pays for everything. And hopefully we'll still have Superman at work because he wants to see it and he won't see it without me. How sweet.
I'm falling. Falling hard and fast. Help.
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[24 Jul 2006|09:16pm] |
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Oh yea... we're official. ^^
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[18 Jul 2006|07:47pm] |
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I'm not moving to Boston. So yea... sorry for those who were looking forward to it. Oh well. Get over it. I did. My mind is on other things. Yea... my ex is a total bastard. I don't even want to start. He sent me a text message this morning saying he cheated on me. <____> It makes me so mad and so upset. I just want him to get over it all. And leave it all alone. So there.
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| Happy happiness makes me happy |
[13 Jul 2006|03:53pm] |
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So yea... I saw Pirates for the third time last night. I still love it. And I still have more people to see it with. Yay! Hooray for free movies... that's the only thing that place is good for, cause it sure ain't the money. Lord knows. And I saw it with Ron again... yea... Ron...
Not really a couple... so I don't know what's going on with that. My sister says we're friends with benefits... I guess that's right. He said he needed time and if I was willing to spend a little time on him, then things may change. Let's hope... heh. He's such a great guy. Makes me laugh, which is really important. And he's just nice. He may poke fun at me... but I know he doesn't mean all of it. I know I'm weird and crazy... but I don't smell like cabbage. So there.
So... I need a car. I really do. And a better job. I should work on those things... but alas... I don't. Well, haven't anyway... I'm off! To rp with my Illykins... hehehe.
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| Happiness |
[09 Jul 2006|10:53pm] |
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Happiness has seemed to engulf me lately. And I'm more giddy than anything... For some reason I just am a giddy little school girl when I talk to him or talk about him... am I pathetic? Maybe I just found someone who I like and hope it works... ^^ Yay!
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Yes... well... I'm done. Heh
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While the name Sarissa creates the urge to create harmony with people, we call attention to the fact that it causes a restless intensity that defies relaxation.
This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems, and solar plexus.
Your name of Sarissa creates a desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter.
This name has given you a gregarious personality and a quick-thinking, creative, and versatile nature, but one that is very emotional.
You desire change and travel and would enjoy opportunities that allowed you to be creative and to act independently, rather than to conform to system and routine.
However, this name does not allow you to complete your undertakings, as farther fields always look greener.
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| So there |
[24 Jun 2006|11:23pm] |
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I'm single and moving to Boston. That's about it.
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| Woah... |
[09 Oct 2005|12:24am] |
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Oh my goodness... it's been so long. I don't know where to start. Wow... ok so almost a year since I wrote anything worth reading... here goes nothing.
Me and Kyle are still together, and guess what? We're engaged! Yay! We've been together for a year now, but engaged for a little less than that. And we aren't getting married until next year. August 17, 2006. He'll be 21, I'll be 19. My family isn't that excited for me... they don't think he'll be good for me, but you know what? I don't care. So they can just shove it. I love him and he loves me and that's all that matters. We can't wait to get married. It's most likely going to be a small wedding (such as yours Lacers). Anyway, most of our friends are happy for us. At least someone is happy for us. Besides, most of my family hasn't met him yet. LoL... oh well ya know? They'll be just as judgemental as my parents and sister are. My brother loves Kyle... it's so cute... anyway... I mean, my parents were engaged and married in less time than Kyle and I are, and I know that their families didn't agree with their marriage either... so there... oy.
I am no longer going to school. I stopped going halfway through winter semester. I just ended up not liking it. I will hopefully find a better school to go to for something that I really want to do. Like journalism or something like that... that'll be cool, right? Any advice as to what I should do to get into journalism? Like intern or something at a local paper? But yea... since I'm not going to school, I'm working a lot. Between 30-40+ hours a week. It's crazy. Tips are usually good, but sometimes it really sucks. And Kyle is working too. He works at Arby's. And I'm not living at home either. I moved in with Kyle and a couple of our friends. It's going good so far, except we have no food and only three of us are working. Things are a little low for us, but we'll pull through. We always do, Kyle and I.
Uh... I don't know what else to really say. Except I need to change the layout on this thing. It's outdated a year or so. But it still looks good! I lurver you, Laura. We have to catch each other on line and chat soon!
I hope to get back into writing. I love it and I miss it so much. Maybe when I have a chance to live my life with my new husband, I'll be able to write some more. I'll be able to write about our lives together and our children we are going to have. How is this for names? Boy: Devin Micheal; Girl: Airimas (not sure on spelling) Rose; Aren't they cute? And the last name is Lee. Oh, get this, y'all will get a kick out of this, my last name and middle name are going to be the same. Sarissa Lee Lee... I just may omit my middle name when we get married... Sarissa Lee... Short and sweet... hehehe... anyway...
Happy Birthday to Lacey! 19! I know you miss Micheal, but you'll see him soon. I promise. You two are so cute! If you do go and live with him in another state, let me know when and where! And let him know that I hope he's doing okay helping out the hurricane victims and such... You may be older, but I'm still taller, chica. =)
And I'm out...
Rissa Lee
P.S. I'll be 19 in 7 days! Whoo! Party!!!!!
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| I can't help it... I'm falling in love with you |
[26 Oct 2004|08:00pm] |
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And I am... I've only been going out with him for a month, but I am very happy with him. He's so good for me right now. It's wonderful to have him in my life, and I'm lucky to have him here. Granted, I don't get to see him that often because he's in Holland and I'm in Muskegon, but still. And I'm falling in love with him. It's scary for me. And I love the fact that he does feel the same way.
Kyle is so easy to talk to. I just love being with him. We talk about everything and anything. How we feel about each other, work, school, families and other such things. He's awesome. He called me perfect one night. His "perfect flower". And he called me a goddess. He flatters me too much. And last night (like at 2:30am) he said that he didn't want me to leave (I was at his house and had to go home) because he wanted to hold me in his arms and fall asleep. How sweet is that? And it wasn't making me get out the door any faster. *sigh* =D I'm really happy with him. And I'm falling in love.
Anyway... on to other things. I am 18 now! *parties* I can't wait to go to a club now. *parties some more* I'm also in my 5th week of college. Already. I started a month ago... well 5 weeks buh. Obviously... but yea... my roomates are cool. Kathleen "The Whore" Buckley and I had a falling out, and I switched rooms. Heh... take that you stupid... yeah... anyway... My roomates are just a blast. I'm in a four person room, so yea. It's great living on campus, except the cost of gas now-a-days... I mean $2.15/gallon? It's ridiculous! I mean, come on! *kicks gas people* Pain in the butt. So is looking for a job, but that's not the point. School is going good. No huge problems yet. Heh...
It's been a few months since I last posted. Hope this updates you on the past month. Heh... *dances around* Bye now! *pokes you and runs away to hide*
*MUAH*
*Rissa Lee*
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| I just want to be dancin'... dirty dirty dirty dancin' |
[26 Jul 2004|12:22pm] |
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You know what is a good movie? Dirty Dancing: Havannah Nights. I lurve it... the dancing is awesome. I wish I could dance like that. Also, Diego Luna... wow... yummyness I have to say. Boy can dance. He can he can. For having no dance experience at all. Ay yi yi... he can dance with me anytime...
The dancing was extraordinary. If I could dance like that, I'd be out dancing all the time. They just looked like they were having fun. And the expressions on Diego's face when he dances makes me giggle. They are so cute. It's just a feel good movie.
I bought the soundtrack yesterday. It's a good soundtrack. There is only one song on there that doesn't have any Latin feel to it. It's a great addition to my CD library I have going. It's so much fun to dance too. I put it on, and I'm dancing around my room. It's great. Thuper fun. ^___^
Diego Luna = yummy
*Rissa Lee*
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| Everybody needs somebody sometime... |
[21 Jul 2004|01:46pm] |
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Sometimes, I wish I had a boyfriend. I look around, and I see people I know with a significant other, and I sometimes feel left out. Why me? Is there something wrong with me? Why can't guys drool all over me like they do with other girls? What is it with them? Or is it me?
I need more self-confidence I think... I don't have enough of it. I want to feel good about myself all the time, and not just some of the time. But I guess that's the way life goes... what can I do that will boost my self-confidence? I've tried making myself look good, but there doesn't seem to be a point in that... I think I've gotten so desperate, that I'm just going to have people fix me up right now... my life isn't that great I guess...
Not to mention I don't really have anyone I can call and hang out with. I mean... most people are working or have other people to hang out with... I understand the working part, but what about me? I mean, I'm left out in the rain and in the dust when I don't get a call from supposed friends who are always out with their other group all the time... What does that make me? Is there something wrong with me that you just don't want to hang out with me at any time? If so, then just tell me... meh... life is a pile of dog shnit...
However, I lurve my girls... Lace, Laura, Erin, Illy, Klips... and I lurve many of my other peeps... But y'know... I want to get out and have a social life once and awhile, Kathleen... If I'm supposed to be one of your best friends, try calling me once and awhile... huh? If you don't want to see me as much because we're going to be rooming at Baker, then fine. I can understand if you don't want to get sick of me before we go to college... but if there is something wrong with me, then let me know... that way I can room with someone else... I don't need you to survive college... believe me. I can make it just fine on my own. I have made it this far without many people, I can keep going.
Feels good to vent...
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Too bad a guy can't back that up... why can't I have a boyfriend? What is it with me? Bah... I hate boys...
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